Wisdom of Dis-ease 1 疾病的智慧 1

2 weeks ago I developed fever for which I had to take leave to rest at home. 1 week later, I developed very severe headache which has been my chronic problem since high school.

Knowing very well that there must be something which is related to this illness. I went through deep reflections. With the help of my horoscope, it dawned on me that I have been harbouring a strong sense of competitiveness all through my life. “Eureka!” Astrologically my Mars in Aries in 10th House. In fact, this sense has been brought forward to this life(Mars conjunct South Node).

Yes, I have been comparing and competing with my siblings through our studies. I worked very hard (practically squeezing my brain juice) to excel in my studies and being top student every year. I made my mark in studies and later become a doctor which secure me a place in the society as someone reputable and respectable.

Never did I realize that this sense of competitiveness has created a chronic headache (Mars and Aries depicts head). Wow, how apt!

With this realization, my immediate feeling is “relief and freedom”! I found the link finally! I regain my long-lost energy and I began to bless and be thankful to my so-called “competitors”. Life has been different since.

This is a wonderful experience where the combination of reflections and Astrology had helped me healed my ‘self-created’ chronic headache. Awesome!

前两个星期发烧，接下来一个星期，头痛得要命。服了药和请了病假在家休息。当时，我知道此病一定有所启示；内省的过程，再看看我的星盘的指示，果然看出所以然。

原来，我的发烧与激烈头痛，原自于我的好胜（火星入牡羊在10宫），还是过去世带来的趋向（火星与南交点合相）。想起小时候这竞争趋向展现在家，经常与兄弟姐妹在学业上比较，努力读书，年年名列前茅。

哪知，这竞争心态则造成我这顽疾！这次的病，给我个反思的机会，难得！这一来，整个的感觉就是“轻松与自在”！好像从牢里释放出来！精神好转，待人处事从容的多。

感谢此病的启示，让我了解与接纳藏在内心深处已久的竞争心态，更加庆幸有占星的指点！