Dream Catcher 2: Headache speaks 追梦人2: 头痛的话

One day I was feeling terrible with this headache which made me very tired. I went to bed early. Before that, I asked my headache whether she could give me a message as to why I should have the headache. When I woke up at around 6.15am, I recalled my dream.

In the dream, I was making a backdrop for a performance and then my elder brother appeared. He showed me how to do it more accurately with the help of the straight edge of the wooden flooring.

Then, I drove to my former secondary school and I saw three nuns. They were my former schools’ head mistress and teachers as my secondary school was Notre Dame Convent, Melaka). One of them uttered something very vulgar(to my surprise).

Then, I noticed I was looking for toilet in the school to release, wearing the tight-fitting sanitary napkin. There is no proper toilet. And I had to be present at the performance. I had to release first before I could go for the performance. Then I found one at friend’s house.

Upon waking, I went through the message in the dream. The precision of my brother, the disciplinarian attitude of the nuns(of course they are all my projection) and couldn’t find a release to something I was holding onto.

Bingo! I got it! I am actually holding onto the strong responsibilities which I harboured all through my life! I strain myself too much, trying to prove I can. All these are reflected by Saturn in the 6th house of my natal chart!

The wonderful part is that the headache very quickly dissipated by 90%. I was amazed! This wonderful experience reaffirms what I have read in books about dream work being used in healing.

I noted the time and cast a dream chart and I saw the beautiful link between the dream and the headache. See the blue grand trine between Sun(1st house of myself), Saturn(5th House of my creativity and identity) and Uranus(9th house of dream). That dream gave me(the Sun, ruler of 1st house) a great revelation or discovery through the dream(Uranus in 9th house) on the issue of my responsibilities(Saturn). All these tallies well with and affirm the dream that I had.

Well, another wonder of Astrology!

有一天我因头痛而感觉很不舒服，累极了，就赶快早寝。临睡前，我与头疼沟通下，寻问可否给我一些对头疼的讯息或指示。我在6.15am 梦中醒来，赶紧记录起所发的梦。

在梦里，我的任务是做一个表演的背景，然后看到我大哥出现，他叫我用地板的边沿做直线，会比较直。

然后我就驾车到我的中学校，看到三个修女,他们是我中学时的校长与老师（我是在马六甲的圣母女中毕业）。其中一个却说出一些很不雅的话!

然后，我就在找厕所解放，还穿着紧绷的卫生棉，找来找去都找不到恰当的厕所。I急着要去那表演，但是我需要解放才能去呀！还好，终于在朋友的家找到了厕所！

这时就梦醒来，我就反思这梦的意思。哥哥那精准的尺寸、修女的严格纪律（当然他们都是我的投射），以及虽然很不舒服，但是还是紧紧抓着一些事务似的。

Bingo，我看到了！我一路来紧紧抓着的是责任！我为了想要证明我是很能干的，不顾一切的努力， 努力，在努力。这些都反应在我6宫（代表疾病）的土星（图1），而且流年土星又是我的太阳回归图里的1宫头的主宰（图2）。

很奇妙的是，这一发现“新大陆”，我当下的头疼马上减低90八仙，我自己感到很惊讶！这次与梦的经验，让我深深的体验之前所阅过关于梦境能有疗愈的作用。

我当下把时间记起，然后看看当时的占星图的启示是什么。图里很贴切的反映我的梦境（图3）。看看蓝色的土象大三角，连接了太阳（处在代表1宫的我）、土星（处在代表我的创意与身份认同的5宫），以及天王星（处在代表梦的9宫）。这个梦是一个很大的启示、发现与突破（天王星在9宫），它给我（太阳主宰1宫）了解到我对责任（土星）过份的执着。这也是时候放下我一路来的包袱了！

占星学，妙极了！